DON´T WANT TO BE HAPPY IN THE MOMENT

I WANT IT TO LAST

Nobody can leave me

I´m already alone

I´m fine on my own

I don´t need anyone
Don´t want to be happy in the moment

I want it to last

If we go round and round

we will end up in the past

Everyone is saying what I already know

What came in the dark won´t let me go
Don´t want to be happy in the moment

I want it to last

I hope it never slips through the cracks

If we don´t know ourselves

How can we be ourselves

we´re still waiting for the curtain call

If you don´t like yourself

be someone else

Nothing is in vain just try it all

She´s up there on a cloud

I can never protect her

so different down underground

To the night I surrender

Don´t worry

I´m right where I want to be

and I feel free

CLANDESTINE

Inside

Outside in

Outside

Inside out

Love

for a second

I can´t believe we just stood there
 

The surface is peaceful

but behind the wall

beyond control

Inside

Outside in

Outside

Its all inside out

Love

Unexpected

I can´t believe we just stood there

In silence

I´m sure

It´s never good to be a mystery

DEAD SEAT

I just want to break in

Don´t want no code

I´m gonna mess you up

Once you look in my eyes
 

I just wanna steal some

They recommend I consider buying

Maybe offer something to trade

Oh, let me escape

I´m a loner under the stars

I want to embrace
Darkness, secrets of life

The I feel alive

I fold my hands to dive

straight into the lies

Love wants to break in

There are no codes

Don´t want to be messed up

win me over this time

You´re gonna steal some

been here before

I will consider trying

If you offer something to trade

Oh, let me escape

I´m a loner under the stars

I want to embrace
Darkness, secrets of life

The I feel alive

I fold my hands to dive

straight into the lies

THE CITY

Understatement

Makes life som absent

Lust, love

undone

Gonna burst

Oh, I just want some fun

I am a city without the lights

I am a city that sleeps at night

I know my life on foregone

Don´t you wanna know what´s going on

Black, blue, darkness

Helo to madness

White chalk is all I need to confess

Day and night

there´s so much I can´t express

Find yourself

In and out itself

We´re looking for something

waiting for someone

Bottom shelf

Still I know myself

You think you see me

Thinkyou can see me

But you don´t know

you don´t know

who I am

Life is delicate

so much space to accellerate

Shine a light so I can find

A place to go

heart of hearts

Tell me where the wind is gonna blow

I am a city without the lights

I am a city that sleeps at night

And we´re closed in upon don´t wanna know what´s going on

WHAT THE WIND CAN´T CARRY

There are these words I dwell upon

Ive tried to talk about it

But I can´t walk straight

How could I talk

I need to talk till I´m out of words

Ive tried to talk about this

But I can´t walk straight

How could I talk

You know our solid ground

is spinning round and round

Don´t want to hear the sound

the two wheels that can´t turn round

You know our solid ground will never stop to spin

round and round

I can´t hide here forever

So I´m out

Im trying to dare

now just to look at you

BLACK HAND

Conversation is the wrong tool

it makes me doubt

And you don´t know if you love me

so I´m acting out

If patience is the right tool

communicate

Now´s too late to get closer

I couldn´t wait

Still I look over my shoulder

I can´t abstain

You always linger my backstairs

and you won´t explain

Today I lay down my black hand

and walk away

Illutions

don´t want to be lonely

and to double play

RIOT BREAK

I can´t think

I can´t hear what I´m saying

The day is tired

It´s got nothing to offer

I can´t remember where you´re heading

And i´ts dark so dark

Locked down in a total silence 

I wanna figure at what really matters

without the voice that tells me what to do

my mind is moving backwards

and it`s ackward

There are too much noise

I can´t hear my heart beat

There are too many choices

Can´t find the reight seat

We live a beauty castle

Easy come easy go it´s hassle

we´ve got strings attached to our bodies

weve got strings attached to our bodies

and our minds, who´s directing your mind, my mind

we´ve got a big problem outside

We´re all wrapped in glossy paper

I see you but do you see me

You just see what you want to see

See what you want to see

HIDE AND SEEK

In the morning I go out

To the beat of the day

People walking in line

Im running from a memory

But I can´t get ahead

I´m so last in line

Oh, I can´t be

all I can be

You hold a piece of my heart

You can´t let go

I shut the lights

Close the door

You still want more

In silence I hide in the dark of night

But you know hide and seek

You play and fight

Won´t you leave me be

Im cut off in half

I´m just trying

Trying to gather myself

The truth is out

And you´ll never forget

That we will never be forever after

I don´t want to be outside

But you can´t say what we´re about

I can keep screaming your name

But I can´t be here with you

You hold a piece of my heart

You can´t let go

I shut the lights

Don´t want to see you

DEAR FRIEND

Dear friend

You don´t know the secrets of tomorrow

Dear friend

I would never´ve guessed

you didn´t want to be here

Dear friend

I wish I could turn on the light

inside

Would one lightbulb do

Hold my hand

Let me sing into the dark

that I love you

Dear friend

we don´t know what´s waiting outside our window

Dear friend

we´re all ruins

Just barely holding on here

Dear friend

we close our eyes

Too fast we´re out of sight

Would one lightbulb do

Hold my hand

Let me sing into the dark

that I love you